blood donor

it's been a while since i've donated blood. i went for it today, i always thought that helping others is a good thing, no matter if it's physically or back support.
i was surprised to hear a news when i was in the middle of my transfusion. the nurse told me that i've donated 20 times! i was excited when i heard that, i cheered deeply inside me.

i really hope that i could make a difference even though i'm just nobody in this world.

Support

everybody in this world needs support, no one can just live their life alone. what if u r really left alone in this world, will u freak out? if u ask me, i'm definitely going to freak out. but i won't attemp suicide coz that would be the most stupid thing to do.
it's nice to have friends that could support u, especially when u r depress. a little bit of support always cheers someone up. i always keep in mind to cheer others, but when depress comes to me, sometimes i just don't get the tiny push i'm asking for.

Giving up

what does give up means to you? you might think it's a bad thing, right? but what if, i mean what if giving up would make a difference to something around you? will you be willing to do it?

i thought the same as most others did, but as i grow up i learn more about giving up. if it was for the "greater good" i'm willing to give up or sacrifice something from me.

Irresistible

sometimes you'll find something or someone irresistible, but why? is it because you like it so much or it attracts you so much?
i myself haven't felt it before, not until i met someone. she has something deep inside that attracts me so much, too much i can't bare it anymore. it might sound too ridiculous to you, but that's what i found when i knew her more. honestly she's beautiful, but that doesn't attract me, coz i'm not the kind that gets attracted by someone's look.
my friends always tells me that i'm not harsh when giving comments, maybe it's b-coz i like to think the positive way. i like to look at the positive of things before the negative ones, but this method is for people only. i do the opposite way for things, coz if they're not good enough, there's always another item to replace it.

some people put perfumes on themselves to attract others, that's one way to attract someone. but if u think back, is it the person who attracts you or the perfume?
some fragrance might trigger our brain to mislead us that they attract us, but it's just the scent of the perfume that attract us.

the moral of this message is... don't easily get attracted by those exterior things, dig inside those are the treasures you should look for...

i need to look for another site to dig, see ya~

Recovery

Dad finally finished his operation & he's getting out of the hospital today. What a relief to hear that he's fine.
I just hope that he won't get ill soon, at least not in the meantime.

Hope

dad is going to have the operation tomorrow, hope everything will be fine. although mom doesn't seem to worry too much, but i do know deep inside both of us are very worried.

Operation

My dad is going to the hospital today for the final preparation of his operation. I hope everything will be fine, as the doctor said the risk is quite high.
It makes me worried when i heard the probability is that high. Let's just hope he'll be alright & walk out from the hospital as a healthy big boy.

Eee PC

i just got my Eee PC this morning, i didn't had the time to play with it. but the first impression was small & light. as promised by asus, the whole packing is awesome with a price point of 2998 HKD, it's a miracle in the notebook industry or maybe even a big impact at flagships PDA.
i really liked the whole thing, small & simple, but not dumb. some PDAs are more expensive than 3k, but they might not give you the PC experience you're looking for.
i'll try to upload some pictures of the machine later on, as i'm still enjoying the freedom of being wireless. as a matter of fact, i'll writing this at my EeePC.

Darkness

After the long darkness night, finally it's nearing sunrise. It's a good thing that people forgets the things in their mind. If our brain was like a memory card, we'll be remembering every events in our lives.
Another special thing inside us is hope, we always have hope & faith for the future. Some might not have it, but most of us do.
I just got off from the darkness of my event & i'm looking forward to see the first rays of the sun.

Crying out loud

When was the last time you cried? I've forgotten how to cry, ever since i was 18 i haven't cried.
I really don't know if there's something wrong with me, i haven't cried with tears for a long long time.
Maybe i forgot the physical way, but deep inside me, i'm crying out loud.

Future

what do you think of the future? someone might think of high tech world or maybe even fantasies.
no matter what you think, there are always 2 kind of thoughts flying around. the first one like i said would think of a bright future, like everyone lives in harmony & peaceful.
there's also the opposite side of this, that's the dark side of it. they think of war, chaos, the end of the world, invasion from others...

why did i bring this up? i just wanted to share 1 particular thing here, the "future". these all kinds of predictions are mainly based on 2 types of people, positive & negative thinking. because the funny part is that no one knows what will happen in the future. if i could predict it, let's say just for a few minutes, i would be a multi-millionaire. why? because i can win big in the casino, i don't even need to worry of being poor or i might save other's lives from accidents.

the motto of this, "no one knows".

Falling & Dropping

Falling in the ground is a physical damage, it hurts, might leave a permanent or temporary scar or damage. But because of our science, those physical damage will eventually be fixed or remove.

Dropping something or someone in your life will hurt too, but in a different way, that would be something you've lost or leave for the rest of your life. Even though you could pick up what you left on, you'll just leave a scar inside your heart.
That scar will be too hard to heal or remove, unless you tend to forget it, but deep inside... it's still there.

A sad day

It's another sad day in the part of my life, I lost a priceless treasure.
I'm really not in the mood right now , seems like i even forgot how to smile.

Wii mail

although i bought my wii for a while, but i just figured out that wii has it's own e-mail system.
that's not b-coz of my laziness, coz my wii broke down with a file system error.

i understand the use of e-mail system between wii(s), but i just don't get it when it comes to the outside world. wii has it's own e-mail address, so i was wondering why would someone else send an e-mail to your wii instead of your personal mail address?

i only figured out 1 possible use of the mail, a message board for your home where the wii is sitting.

Wii online shopping

Last night i tried to do online shopping from my Wii, with just a few steps, i was able to buy some of the classic games offered by the store.
No wonder it's so easy to shop online, but buyers beware don't get bankrupt.

Skin rash

i have no idea what happened to my skin, but it really look & feels very bad.
i went to see a dermatologist after work, i got some medicines. i hope i can get well soon.

my doc said i might be allergic to cat or their furs, because the allergy only affects the exposed parts of my body.

Cova

it was my first time to visit Cova, well not exactly first time but it was my first dine in experience.
the cake is very good, i didn't had coffee but i had an iced chocolate. the chocolate was so yummy, very tasty.
i really want to visit them again for another tea next time, coz the price is not that expensive at all. the cheapest tea set cost 78 + 10% charge, the cost is just like having a cake & tea at starbucks.

Acne vs me

The war starts again, i really wonder i can really get rid of popping out acne all day long. My acne problem just gotten worse since my healing started, now my face is like the surface of mars.
My mom always told me that when u get old those lousy things will just disappear, but the fact that it's still with me all these years.

iphone

Although it might be too late for me to give a comment for the iphone, but apple really know what they are doing with the phone.
I haven't got the chanceto try the ipod & phone functions, but the pim & internet was great, especially the internet. It really makes you feel the internet in your pocket, at first i was worried with the one hand control thing, but if u consider using the phone only, then it's still one handed control.

If someone just could get all those locks off, i might get one too. It's multi-lingual, except for the input. Hey! That's enough for me.

O2 Flame

i was lucky enough to have a hands on photo taking with the new Flame.
special thanks to Penny for letting us have those shots, the device wasn't that big~ especially when u look at the thickness of it, wow~
click on "my album" to see some real pics taken by us~

Right or Wrong

What is right and wrong? How do u define it?
No one exactly knows who's right & wrong, especially when it's about a relationship. Most people will think that their own story is the right version & the opposite side is wrong.
To be fair, no one is exactly right and wrong, as both of you are right at the same time wrong. Because when involving more than one party, it's really difficult to point out who's right or wrong.
Although you might be right or wrong, but if you are wrong, don't blame everything to yourself.

Remember one thing, you are wrong because the other person think you're wrong and they're right.
The reason why we study or learn history is because we want to learn from the past, to find a better way of solving the same event that happened in the past. History doesn't tell you to avoid doing the things in the past & they're telling you to learn from the past.

Chance

How many of u know your chances in your life?
Some might have a lot of chances, others might not even have any. Why do I want to talk about chances? Well... It's a very funny thing, chances are like your luck, if u ran out of luck, u ran out of chance.
I do hope my luck hasn't ran out, so that my chances will be way better. I just hope that everything will be smooth as slicing a butter with a hot knife.

Date

What a great thing, i've been having a lot of fun these days. Althought it's been busy & tired, but it was really good & enjoyable.
I think every once in a while dating someone out is a good thing in your life, it's somrthing important in the soul & mental thoughts of your life.

Some researchers say that being love or loving someone will make u happier.

Flirt or Tease?

I wasn't so sure if i'm really having a date, don't even mention getting a relationship.
But these days was lots of fun for us, we had the opportunity to have fun together.
It's not always just for fun, there are also some chats that would open up our minds to new perspective.
I recently try asking my friends about being tease or flirt, whatever u think of it, the main point is will u accept it gladly or u'll react as if that person is trying something spooky.

I really didn't figured anything out of it, but as far as i can say it doesn't has anything to do regarding the location (especially china). But my little research has an interesting result, the more mature u r the easier for u to accept it.

For my own opinion, if someone tease or flirt me about something, i'll reply 'thank you' for an easy & short answer. U won't see me scolding u back of it, that's kinda rude to me, especially if i really mean it. It would be like being rejected of some sort.

As a little advice for my readers (if there are any), the next time someone tease or flirt u, feel good & think positive of it, although they might or not meant it.
The same way goes back to yourself, what would u feel if u greet someone but the reply was like saying u're making fun of him or her?

Chinese New Year~!

First of all, happy new year to all of u.
How many of u know the Chinese Zodiac for this year? Is it PIG? Wel l, the answer is yes but in english translation they called it BOAR.

How much do u know about boars compared to pigs? Boars are fiercer than pigs, especially when u see boars with a huge pair of tusk. In my knowledge, i've never heard of any human grown boars, i only knew that they were wild animals. In a recent documentary, i learnt that boar's sense of smelling is much greater than a dog, they could smell peanuts underground from a hundred meter or more, that's pretty far away.
Imagine if someone in the streets or say like the customs at the airport are walking a boar rather than a dog, that would be pretty funny to see and at the same time very dangerous too. If those tusks hit u, i think u'll be hurt pretty bad.

Finally, remember to grab & collect more red pockets & save them for your future use, dunt spent it right away.

Valentine's day

Happy Valentine's day, love~ love~ love~

A date

Next day is going to be valentine's day, but before that, i'm really happy hanging out with my friends.
We just got a friend who came far away from malaysia to pay us a visit. He's absolutely a super nice guy, i can't wait to pay him a visit at malaysia. Speaking about travel, i manage to meet some friends who have tried home stay on other country. I think that's the best way to know your place, especially when u want to get deep through the bottom of their culture or habitats.

It's been quite a while since i've been outing on dates like this, if i wasn't wrong, i was having dinner with my friends last year. How long have i been alone since my last relationship...
I really wanna get a new relationship for this year, even if there aren't any, i still hope i could hang out with someone no matter what the occation is...

Just a piece of info for my readers, there will be a camera expo at hk from now until sept, if i remember that right. I'm planning to pay the museum a visit, if u're going, remember to have a look at the leica camera. They have the first 35mm film camera at the expo.

I wish i won't have to go alone...

Our moments

It was a big day for us, our club celebrated the first chinese new year gathering. It's really nice to see our team getting along so well, although we might have some arguments sometimes, but at the end we're still a family.

It's february already, reminds me of one thing or two, valentine's day & chinese new year. Both are great days, but valentine's day is not that good if you're alone. On the other hand, chinese new year is great for most of the non-married persons. As they can get red pockets from the ones that are married.

I recently feel like a grown-up or should i say, i want to look good or better. I'm starting to shop for clothes & accessories. I recently got a cufflink for myself, i was so ignorant that i didn't even know how to use it at the first place. I bought it because it was very pretty & it is pretty. I started to wear it today & tracking down more french sleeves shirt for it as well.

I still need one more accessories for my clothing, a tie-clip. I really can't find any clip that looks good or should i just say young. I find myself getting more & more stuff as i grow up, don't know why but i enjoy it. I better look for a tie clip, it just feel like a missing link on my neck tie.

So tired

When was the last time i wrote a blog? I've been pretty busy these days, need to take care of my job, handling my duties at my club... Etc.
The worst thing is that whenever i wanna have some rest, i just can't have it peacefully, why is my life like this.
Something always goes wrong when everything is almost settled. I really hate it this way, when can i have a smooth & peaceful day?

I can almost feel myself being teared appart, i just hope i can stand against it or i might just fall down.

Cycling

I went to shatin for bicycle today, that should be my first excercise.
I was having trouble with my leg, maybe its b-coz of not having a regular excercise.
It's time to get back to my work out, after this winter break.

Although it was so called a winter break for the work out, but i'm feeling very tired all the time.
Think i'm having a high pressure or stress, need tofind some way to get rid of it.

sparks, cold & freezing

a week has passed, nothing real special, but lots of sparks happening besides me.
friends having argument, hope they'll be alright, whether if they can keep their relationship.

it's been a busy week for me, although my job was a bit relax or should i say too relax.
that's b-coz, we're still in holiday season, so the company is not fully in business yet.

just to give u all an update, we're back on business, and i have lots of stuff to do.
hope we're going to get back on track soon or it will be hell...

speaking of working like hell... the office is warm... but it's freezing here in HK right now... i wonder what happened on x'mas... (i was wearing a long sleeves t-shirt, as it was quite warm for winter)

GLOBAL WARMING!!! take care...

2007

happy new year to all of ya~!
i hope everyone will have a good start & of course a good end as well.

i'm really so tired at the moment, as we're still have the party, hope i won't be too late & i wanna wake up early for the new year.