blood donor

it's been a while since i've donated blood. i went for it today, i always thought that helping others is a good thing, no matter if it's physically or back support.
i was surprised to hear a news when i was in the middle of my transfusion. the nurse told me that i've donated 20 times! i was excited when i heard that, i cheered deeply inside me.

i really hope that i could make a difference even though i'm just nobody in this world.

Support

everybody in this world needs support, no one can just live their life alone. what if u r really left alone in this world, will u freak out? if u ask me, i'm definitely going to freak out. but i won't attemp suicide coz that would be the most stupid thing to do.
it's nice to have friends that could support u, especially when u r depress. a little bit of support always cheers someone up. i always keep in mind to cheer others, but when depress comes to me, sometimes i just don't get the tiny push i'm asking for.

Giving up

what does give up means to you? you might think it's a bad thing, right? but what if, i mean what if giving up would make a difference to something around you? will you be willing to do it?

i thought the same as most others did, but as i grow up i learn more about giving up. if it was for the "greater good" i'm willing to give up or sacrifice something from me.

Irresistible

sometimes you'll find something or someone irresistible, but why? is it because you like it so much or it attracts you so much?
i myself haven't felt it before, not until i met someone. she has something deep inside that attracts me so much, too much i can't bare it anymore. it might sound too ridiculous to you, but that's what i found when i knew her more. honestly she's beautiful, but that doesn't attract me, coz i'm not the kind that gets attracted by someone's look.
my friends always tells me that i'm not harsh when giving comments, maybe it's b-coz i like to think the positive way. i like to look at the positive of things before the negative ones, but this method is for people only. i do the opposite way for things, coz if they're not good enough, there's always another item to replace it.

some people put perfumes on themselves to attract others, that's one way to attract someone. but if u think back, is it the person who attracts you or the perfume?
some fragrance might trigger our brain to mislead us that they attract us, but it's just the scent of the perfume that attract us.

the moral of this message is... don't easily get attracted by those exterior things, dig inside those are the treasures you should look for...

i need to look for another site to dig, see ya~

Recovery

Dad finally finished his operation & he's getting out of the hospital today. What a relief to hear that he's fine.
I just hope that he won't get ill soon, at least not in the meantime.